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First-person stories from sexual assault survivors

photo of young women close together by Gemma Chua Tran on Survivor Lit, a literary magazine for sexual assault survivors

Alone together

Don’t tell them anything they don’t want to hear.
My rapist sent me a friend request

My rapist sent me a friend request

The warrior within me has awakened and she can be powerful and fierce.
Man alone on train tracks photo by Gabriel / Unsplash, featured on Survivor Lit, a literary magazine for sexual assault survivors

One of us

Silence is a tricky beast.
Yellow by Lubomirkin on Survivor Lit, a literary magazine for sexual assault survivors

The color yellow is a lie

I am doing everything by the book but my book isn’t the same as everyone else’s.
Mother with son at beach photo by Xavier Mouton Photographie Survivor Lit magazine amplifying voices of sexual assault survivors

Healing the past with healthy boundaries in the present

Internalized and unresolved shame from one generation becomes the burden of the next.

Where the grass is really greener

I feared there would be nothing left when I walked away from all the systems I knew so well.

The gift of breathing

As we move through our positions, I hear my therapist’s words in my head: “Inhale deeply through your nose as if you’re trying to smell freshly baked chocolate chip cookies. Then breathe out of your mouth so strongly as if you’re trying to blow out birthday candles across the room.” In. Out. Mindful breathing. Here we go.

The sheets

I experienced my childhood rape as a death.

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